I just miss all my homies from Chicago for real man
That's home no matter what
And I was thinking about this the other day, too like
There are so many of you guys that I haven't talked to in years
But that don't mean I don't think about you
I think about y'all all the time
You were such a huge part of my life and there's so many to name
So I'm not gonna be able to name all of you but
This one's for you
Yeah I remember summer 2010 when I enlisted
Was afraid to leave all my homies, I knew that I would miss em
But I had to go
Needed a change just know I had to grow
From a boy to a man
Decisions that I had to cope with
I just want y'all to understand
That I got all this love for you still but I just ain't have the upper hand
Cause life was hard as f*ck, on the other hand
When the music take off I'm comin back n we gon party n blow a hundred grand
I swear
Cause way back when we would turn up til the sunrise
Now some of y'all look into your son's eyes
Wish I was there to see it but sometimes
Life gives you different doors and you gotta walk through em so you can upsize
But I'm glad I did cause it made me who I am
Still the same me just improved after time with uncle sam
Ain't gon lie I been keepin up wit y'all on the gram
Just know I'm proud of every single one of you
And even though we've gone our separate ways
My love ain't go away
Life kept us in the same book just on a different page
But I still reminisce on times where we was young in age
Grab a fifth and meet up at waters I swear those were the days
Then take the party up to Taylor's crib
Sittin her room takin shots of Jim n Jager with
Blunts in rotation
Got the two liter for a chaser
Sip on it
Then we'd dip n go home so we could just do it all again ha
Skateboarding on Mozart with all the guys
Patrick Peter Tony Aaron Josiah Connor and David on the rise
Steady grindin for the pros yeah
Life was kick push ain't got no time for the hoes yeah
Watchin all these videos n tryina be like em
Shit even down to how we dressed that's why I copped all them Nikes
Call it a little bit obsessed but thought our future was bright
And then we all grew up n we grew apart
But I still love you that's comin from the heart
Remember livin out at Patrick's crib
Still one of my best friends doesn't matter where we live
Never gonna change
You my brother hope you know the shit
Anybody tries to disrespect you then it's over with
Yeah
Can't forget about Irma n all the times we'd laugh
Over all the things
I miss all the times we used to have
Known you for forever and I'm kinda sad that we never talk
But I still think about you like all the time
Just like Taylor you my little sister
One of my oldest friends can't explain how much I miss ya
Used to sleep over at your place even more than my own
I'm sure your dad probably felt like I was just livin with ya
But we still close and I couldn't be more thankful
For you and for your support
With my dream of makin this music
Not tellin me I was foolish
From ballin back on the court to annihilating the booth you've had my back
That's how it'll always be
Rest in peace to Christian Schroeder what an awful loss
You were family to me hopefully I never cross paths
With the one who took you from us
Don't know what I'd do
Just want you to know that every day I be missin you
Theresa too
You were part of the group
We had some wild times
Wish we woulda kept in contact because I woulda tried
Keepin you from doin what you did
What a shame
Left us way too soon
The world would be a way better place with you yeah
All these memories goin through my mind right now man
The good times
The bad times
But really
They were the best times
Heh
Yeah
JJ I remember sleepin on your floor
For three months but you woulda let me stay for more
If I needed to
I'm thankful for you homie best believe it
Got me really into rappin
Never thought I'd be surpassin you
Nah I'm playin
You and Marcus makin tracks together
And he would tell me that with every track I'm gettin better
Man I love and miss you all
That'll always be the same
Just know my feelings bout each and every one of you won't ever change
Yeah