Th30ry - Falling From Grace Lyrics

And I don't even know what I've been trying to prove
It feels like I've been falling from grace
Yeah
Can't seem to escape this fate
Try pleasing the masses just to be told that my music ain't even great
It's way below average
People so cold
And how many followers you get define your success
It's crazy to think how I do what I love for a living but somehow I still don't feel blessed
Ain't get enough views on a clip that I posted a week ago
God damn
Must mean that I suck
Meanwhile the video trending right now is a girl on the gram say she down to get f*cked
Maybe I'm doin it wrong
I'm posting my content crossing my fingers for luck
And hoping they playin my songs but hundreds of streams will still only get you a buck
So how in the hell do I win
Do I change who I am
Do I put out an album bout sellin drugs
F*ckin bitches
Foreign cars
All the riches
Gang gang
Glocks with switches
Maybe they'll love it and I can go viral
But is the fame worth it if I'm losing myself in the process
Forcing my heart and my head in a downward spiral
Heh
I feel like I been losing myself for far too long
Far too long
For far too long
I don't really even know what I've been tryin to do
It seems like I been floating away
You love me then you love me not
These feelings gon put me in the grave
But I don't really even know what I've been tryin to prove
It feels like I've been fallin from grace
I won't lose myself just to prove myself to the people that all want me to change
But I gotta adapt
The old way don't work no more, so I gotta change up the grind
Before I get left behind
I'm already midway to 40 and worried I'll never be hitting my prime
You tell me to always stay true to myself
But then when I do it I'm wasting my time
Just give me a sign
I don't wanna change
Don't wanna conform
But I know I gotta do something and soon
Cause then if I don't I'm breaking the norm
And f*ck social media
All of that hatred been bringin me down
I go to perform and post up a reel to show how I did
Then get all these messages bout how I'm corny
Nobody does that
You should just stop
Put out the song I bet you it flops
Hang up the mic
Your flow is too basic
No wonder your Spotify listeners dropped
This is the shit that get for pursuing my passion
Thinkin one day ima pop
And maybe I might
But all that I know is I'm gonna continue to rise to the top
I ain't losing myself
I don't really even know what I've been tryin to do
It seems like I been floating away
You love me then you love me not
These feelings gon put me in the grave
But I don't really even know what I've been tryin to prove
It feels like I've been fallin from grace
I won't lose myself just to prove myself to the people that all want me to change
I don't really even know what I've been tryin to do
It seems like I been floating away
You love me then you love me not
These feelings gon put me in the grave
But I don't really even know what I've been tryin to prove
It feels like I've been fallin from grace
I won't lose myself just to prove myself to the people that all want me to change