Holding my breath under the water
I'm looking up at you
You don't know it right now
But very soon
You will
Won't you?
Throwing my body over the railing
I try to end It all
But I find that I'm sailing
Through your door
And down your hall
Nothing ever lasts forever
But nothing ever stops either
Walk into the wall or mirror
It isn't solid, isn't clearer
If nothing ever changes
Nothing ever changes
I'm stuck
Here with you
If nothing rearranges
Nothing rearranges
No matter what I
Try to do
With every passing stranger
Everything's in danger
Close your eyes
And count to
The end of time
These eyes of mine
Could never see
I'm forever blind
Everything I see
Everything I do
Everything I am
Everything I go through
Every judgment I make
Every thing I assume
Every chance I take
On the way to my doom
Everything you've said
Each word you've whispered in my ear
I've tried to make it all disappear
Everything I believed up to this night
Drifts further away
'Til it's out of sight
Look, look into the sky
The satellites are blinking their eyes
Look, look down on the ground
The earthworms are digging down
Look, look into my soul
I'm still young, but it's so old
Look, look under my bed
All the scary monsters are dead