I've been waiting on the side for too long
Avoiding making up my mind on what I want
Always been done for me, reminded constantly
I'm gonna let you down
I've tiptoed cautiously, concealed my honesty
Up until now
Don't know what I believe
Came by it honestly
Too many questions
I just don't know how to feel
What is reality
Cuz nothing's guaranteed
Who do I want to be
And who did I think that I was
I guess I finally need to listen
To trust myself
Yeah I finally need to break out of this prison
That I built myself
I've been lying to myself for too long
Lived all my life as someone else just to belong
It took a toll on me, and now it's clear to see
I've got to free my spirit now
Give up the forgery
Agree to disagree
And go on somehow
Don't know what I believe
Came by it honestly
Too many questions
I just don't know how to feel
What is reality
Cuz nothing's guaranteed
Who do I want to be
And who did I think that I was
I guess I finally need to listen
To trust myself
Yeah I finally need to break out of this prison
That I built myself
I'll be kicking down, kicking down these walls
With blood upon my knees
Out from this rubble, I will crawl
I'm not sure what comes next
But when I take my last breath
I'll know I gave it all I could
I'll know I tried my best
Oh
Don't know what I believe
Came by it honestly
Too many questions
I just don't know how to feel
What is reality
Cuz nothing's guaranteed
Who do I want to be
And who did I think that I was
I guess I finally need to listen
To trust myself
Yeah I finally need to break out of this prison
That I built myself