Even I Can't Explain Video (MV)

I haven't been well for a long time
The goals I set have long expired
I remember who I was in my prime
Now I'm just old and fat and tired

There was a time I remember
Old friends and "get togethers"
Places to go and people to see
My god I miss that part of me

Now as I enter September
And silently sever my tethers
I wonder what happened to me?
A fading and faint memory

I'm sorry I've caused so much pain
To the ones who loved me the most
The ones who tried to cling on
In the hurricane of madness
Spinning in my brain
There are things that I do
Even I can't explain

It's getting harder every moment
Just to wake up and face the day
It's much easier to stay in bed
And sleep my life away

I keep saying there's always tomorrow
Knowing full well that I'm lying
I don't know when things will get better
I only know I'll someday soon be dying

I'm running out of time

I'm sorry I've caused so much pain
To the ones who loved me the most
The ones who tried to cling on
In the hurricane of madness
Spinning in my brain
There are things that I do
Even I can't explain