Having trouble letting go even though it's in the past
I did everything I could to make sure that it would last
Carved an image in my mental, there's no way I can erase
I'm done playing games, can you please cut to the chase
I've been working on forgiveness but it's so hard to forget
And I wasted all my hours, in my heart I feel regret
Every time I look up at the sky, I'm ghosted by the moon
And I overstayed my welcome wish stars would take me soon
It's been a hundred winters since I last felt your aura
I wake up in the morning and I'm missing your aroma
Hundred times I've been rejected, 'bout to cry to my momma
All of this feel like a dream, like someone put me in a coma, yeah
Climbing these hills but I think I need to stop
Can't breathe anymore my body's bout to drop
Got played by the gods i was used as a prop
Like I starred in a fable better call Aesop
No more sticks and stones I can use to skip
And the river ran dry no water to sip
Hands soaked in blood, think I'm losing my grip
Guess we can agree this was a bad trip
Actions that I've witnessed hope you're aware of the effect
Only asked for your attention, gave you nothing but respect
You've been rhyming without reason got me saltier than kosher
I'm not holding any grudges, I just want to have some closure
Having trouble letting go even though it's in the past
I did everything I could to make sure that it would last
Carved an image in my mental, there's no way I can erase
I'm done playing games, can you please cut to the chase
I've been working on forgiveness but it's so hard to forget
And I wasted all my hours, in my heart I feel regret
Every time I look up at the sky, I'm ghosted by the moon
And I overstayed my welcome wish stars would take me soon
The spirit of the mountain, it don't feel right anymore
The ghastly winds of might today now blow a different roar
How'd you go and bless me up today then strike me on the next
You're shining light to the areas where I'm absent, I'm perplexed
Said that I was your favourite, Didn't show me that you cared
And ignored all of my prayers, can't you see that i'm snared
There's a storm approaching and you left me unprepared
Not providing any shelter ain't enough to make me scared
Having trouble letting go even though it's in the past
I did everything I could to make sure that it would last
Carved an image in my mental, there's no way I can erase
I'm done playing games, can you please cut to the chase
I've been working on forgiveness but it's so hard to forget
And I wasted all my hours, in my heart I feel regret
Every time I look up at the sky, I'm ghosted by the moon
And I overstayed my welcome wish stars would take me soon