Want to Be Video (MV)

I get caught up, in my own dream
Thinkin' I'll be loved like in a movie scene
But you just smile, say it's just for fun
And walk 'round thinkin' that you'll get some
So I smile back, I feel so blue
But I'm acting tough, like you'd like me to
And so I kiss you, inhale the mood
And think of the very first I love you
But you don't get it
You don't care
You just act
Like there's no one there
I'm just a chess game
I'm just a piece
But I don't wanna find release
I wanna stay with you, lay with you
And hurt with you 'till the dawn
I wanna feel with you, conceal with you
And pray with you 'till they're gone
'Til all the troubles in your head fade
'Til all those bitches, they wash up dead
'Til all you'll ever love is me
And we will be who I want to be
You say I'm precious, you say I'm sweet
Well why can't you then keep our thing neat
Why do you treat me as a joke
And repeat the words I have never spoke
Why'd you love me just when you're drunk
And why'd you leave me when my heart sunk
Well this is bullshit you feel it too
So now I'll do what I gotta do
But you don't get it
You don't care
You just act
Like there's no one there
I'm just a card game
Now you're the fool
So don't just act like you're oh so cool
I wanna stay with you, lay with you
And hurt with you 'till the dawn
I wanna feel with you, conceal with you
And pray with you 'till they're gone
'Til all the troubles in your head fade
'Til all those bitches, they wash up dead
'Til all you'll ever love is me
And we will be who I want to be