Ternell - Freestyle for Derek Lyrics

Oh shit, I get it, it's clear
I am not yet over and now it's all so clear
I have not let go of you
You are still so near, and dear, to me
You'll always be
A perfect rough draft of what we could've been
We'll read it over, correct all the mistakes
And then we'll try again
And in the end we'll realize that we never could've been just friends
And in the end we'll realize that we never could've been just friends
You know it's f*cked up when I think about it now
Our love was like two white doves that couldn't get off the ground
We were on a vicious cycle that just kept on going round
And every time I think about it always brings me down
You wouldn't believe how much I f*cking cry
Especially when I've drank man or if I get too high
There's not a day that goes by that I don't wish you were alive

People always ask me why I don't date
Truth is, I haven't found anyone that can take your place
It's like you were from some other planet out of space
Or a different species you defied the human race
And I'm hoping wherever you are, if you are a galaxy or if you are a star
That the love is existential near or far
That the love is existential near or far