My heart beating faster than usual
No matter how their ain't no opportunities
Sometimes I feel like a rat, I don't know where I be at
Take care of myself when I feel like it and when I do
Pass me the first aid kit, doesn't even matter what it be with
Codeine or meth, It'll be the same shit, I should probably stop
Put life and let me drop last time I checked I have no friends
The only thing I have are dead ends
See all the sadness even with clear lens
I never had a girl or a friend to stand by
Check my mind for bad thoughts and verified
Find a way to die and say my goodbyes
People telling me stuff make me realize
Shit is tough how I'm dislike, shit is rough
Grab the rope I've had enough stress has
Been stacking on what will they think when I'm gone
See it's okay to drop this done, zero problems
And they ain't none, my dad wish he didn't have me
Life can be shit
But so can we smoking ganja and drinking tea
Make the pain go away
We free sometimes I wish shit can be glee
Sometimes I'm all blind to reality
Got to let gotta shit flow and fly
Like a big bee
Sometimes I wanna' be clean as can be
Sometimes I just can't see
Damn I wish I had the key and I can't really agree
Y'all don't care about me
Y'all never cared about me
Say yes to shit I can't guarantee hope I make it past
Twenty three, throw my ashes into the sea I don't care
And just over see like I gotta wake up and see
Wake up, wake up, yea, let's get started, pup, we all in luck
But still don't give a f*ck, uh
Wake up, wake up, yea pup, we got started
We're all in luck
But we still don't give a f*ck
My dad wished he didn't have me, life can be shit
But so can we smoking ganja and drinking tea
Make the pain go away we free
Sometimes I wish I could be glee, sometimes I wish
I'm all blind into reality, gotta let shit flow like a big bee
Sometimes I wanna be clean as can be and
Sometimes I just can't see damn I wish I had the keys
See I can't really agree say yes to shit I can't
Guarantee hope I make it past twenty three throw
My ashes into the sea and yeah don't carry just over see
Life I gotta wake up and see
Life I gotta wake up and see
Life I gotta wake up and see
Life I gotta wake up to see
Why can't I see reality
See reality, gotta wake up and see
Reality gotta wake up and see