Tenacious Hood - Not Real Life Lyrics

Guess I am
Guess I'm really am big bird

Been stuck in a damn cage
Moving turning the page
Don't think Imma' make to old age
Yeah, put me all the way underground
Don't worry if you hear a blast sound
That sound was the sound of a damn round
Imma' be gone no longer around
Hey look who I met, who I found
Death, guess I wasn't the best
Guess I was just a little big pest
All my life I'm a damn big pest
All my life a little shit and not blessed
Take this and that some things are not real
What if I died no big ass deal
Colder than cold ass hard steel
My organs take what you want to steal
Call everyone, tell everyone what I did
Tell em, go tell them what the Rugrat kid did
Ended his life over some shit
And how he was a real piece of shit
Rather go out YOLO then to die old
Rather see myself all body cold
Then to see my father the one bold
Ever since I was ten
I thought about the pen
Something new to start up again
I just don't know like when
When I die be born again
So I do know when
Then why did I say back then
Look back and I see a broken life
I rather just grab a big knife
I had dream everything was well
All those who beat my brother burned in hell
And all those drugs I never fell
It's kind of a dream but it's not real life
Can't see it twice

Not real life
Not real life