February 8th Video (MV)

Figuring what's important, been scorching me mentally and physically
And I figure you important as ten a G, the imagery...
Of both of the two us glue and stuck around the city, got me feeling some way as I smoke the blizzy
I just... contemplate, we would conversate deep as ever, creep in the weather
Winter days in scarfs and sweaters, I'll miss you forever
So vividly, the memories, they got me feeling some way, I was a kid in those days
Wish you coulda met me now so we could start on our journey
I swear to God, you were the perfect one for me
Heaven sent, heavy shit
It weighs on my conscience, this is some nonsense
Why can't you just hit me up? I want you to give a f*ck
The real world can take toll, and you know my pockets empty
You would level life and the problems with me
Pick me up like I was a rocking baby, and let me know shit was okay when it was rocky lately
Fresh Prince at 12 o'clock on a school night, how you forget that?
How you lose feelings so quickly to gain em right back
For a nigga that you knew for seconds, letting him eat up off my plate and receiving the seconds
Hours and days of your time, how did we fray over time
We lost touch, you let him f*ck, how could you lay up what's mine
How you forget Spring Cove nights, and chasing me trying
To give me every part of you, your heart in two, now I'm dying
Internally, inferno leak into my heart and shit
The hardest shit was watching give up your heart and shit
I'm at the point in life, I want a wife, at least commitment
I want the best of you, what's left of you, keep it efficient
And keep it persistent, and keep it consistent
I wanted you as my Monica Wright
I was your first, shoulda been ya cue to complete the plight
And now you leaning on another niggas shoulders, giving up all the slang and lingo I showed ya
F*ck some closure
My love was deeper than that, as I seek for the sack
Busting Games to release the pain with the piece on my lap
Cause I been looking the nigga that ya claiming
I'm insane and I'm crazy in love, I feel that I'm deranged
And I don't wanna be, I'm gonna be
Everything that you wanted from me, I pray that I'm something to you, cause ya something to me
And shit I really hate expressing my emotions, but I'm open
Your loving is toxic, I'm on you potion...