Television Skies - Heaven Lyrics

I been down, there's a rain cloud over me
Keep it to myself, I get drunk with the worst anxiety
I'll probably go to hell, I never know how you could love me anyway, cause I mess you up
But baby I need you to see, that I'm so sorry
I think I'm wasted, so bury me under the ground
I would face it, but I'm just a mess, I'll let you down
I love you to death, I'm out here all alone
I'll see you in heaven, when heaven is home
I love you to death, I turn myself around
I'll see you in heaven, but then I'll let you down
And no one ever told me where to go, I'm always in my head
Just another controlling Scorpio, to no possessive end
I'll never know how you could stand it everyday, cause I'll mess you up
But baby I just need a friend, but you should know that
I love you to death, I'm out here all alone
I'll see you in heaven, when heaven is home
I love you to death, I turn myself around
I'll see you in heaven, but then I'll let you down
Yeah yeah, I'll let you down
See you in heaven but then
I think I'm wasted, so bury me under the ground
I would face it, but I'm just a mess, I'll let you down
I love you to death, I'm out here all alone
I'll see you in heaven, when heaven is home
I love you to death, I turn myself around
I'll see you in heaven, but then I'll let you down
Yeah yeah
See you in heaven, but then I let you down