Standing silent watching all the
Fading light by the ocean side
You can see it die
Lurking feelings
Isolation creeping up
As I realize
That I'm all alone
You are all but gone
I can't cope
I can't quiet my mind
As I'm crossing all the borders
That makes up that land
Where I'm safe from harm
Where I'm never all alone
But then the sinking holes
Are made of grasping thought
All this staring down
I'm standing down
By then I'm reaching decline
Of the memories that take me on a far
Dying ride
Am I still alive
Or have I fallen out of my mind into the
Rotting sewers where I find my inner child
Barely alive
Thinking they can even begin to see
That I am way beyond the edge when I'm home
Moms gone in her mind
Thinking bout her
Falling down into
Deep water at the end of the pool
Drink, drown, renegade
Choke anyway
Swallow mouthfuls of scum, grime
And dust and blood gone bile
Going black, falling back in time
Turning deep purple as I willingly
Accept the growing flames
Kill the animal
Down with it
Running on default
Hexagonal
I'm on towards
My finish
Hanging in the tree
Dangling for all eternity