Faced the pain
Played the games
I was rich but in heart
I was high but in life
Made it past my thoughts
Put my soul up in drive
Put my soul up in drive
Yeah sometimes I feel like I'm floating I'm fighting I'm working this crazy life
My family was hurt I was drunk and a psycho I gave my ego more pride
I'm working on something and tryna be better so I can keep on my grind
I feel like a douche for hurting my fam so lord I hope I can die
I'm resting in pieces
I'm fighting the demons
I'm looking at evil
I'm living with reason
I'm taking a beating
I'm begging for freedom
And I aint a heathen
My demons are winning
And I want my share of the pie
Oh lord I wish I could die
I'm asking they reading I'm crying on the floor and they ready to kill and I'm bleeding
Then there was me who got them woken at night just wondering why
Then there was me who threw all of the time to follow my pride
They were ready to ride
They were ready to ride
Now they hurt I'm watching em cry
If you hurt you fam then son I hope you're ready for life
Faced the pain
Played the games
I was rich but in heart
I was high but in life
Made it past my thoughts
Put my soul up in drive
Put my soul up in drive
Wake up I feel blessed
Go to bed and I'm stressed
Put the queen in place yeah cuzzy that's a check
I think 20 moves ahead yeah we playing chess
All these little kids they think they got it hard
I be rapping like I'm a new star
Wake up feeling high cause I landed on mars
Made it this far from all my past scars
Put my heart for people who shot me with darts
I was doing em favours I gave em all my heart
Ignored my own fam then I faced the dark
Now I see the truth
Now I see the light
Now I see straight past all the fake hype
Like mike I'm dunking on my haters
Cause all they do is rate us
I'm fresh I ride life like a wave
Look at me I'm climbing out the gates