woke up with beauty in my bed and isn't it sad how we don't know it's beauty until it's dead and it's beauty that I knew so well but she wasn't doin too well well I just wanna go someplace where no one knows my name and I don't have to explain no I don't have to retain that I lie to myself or protect myself for the benefit of myself I want power in my words I want passion in my eyes and when I wake up I want life to be a surprise and I guess that I didn't know it all along and I guess that I never guessed that I'd ever guess wrong and I set myself up everytime you leave to destroy the things I've got for the things I need each conversation separate from themselves separates good from bad and they never want what you got until it's up for grabs and then they want what you have they want what you have well I just wanna go someplace where no one knows my face and I don't have to explain and no, I don't have to retain that I lie to myself that I protect myself for the benefit of myself I want power in my words I want passion in my eyes and when I wake up I want life to be a surprise and I guess that I didn't know it all along and I'll never guess that I'd ever go ahead and guess wrong and I set myself up everytime you leave to deny the things I love for the things I need for the things I need I want to break through to break through oh I want one thing I wanted to come through oh to come true I want passion in my eyes I want power in my words and when I wake up I want life to be a surprise and I never thought that I'd wake up and be starving for you no I never thought that I'd wake up and I'd be hungry I'm hungry for you to break through to break through I want one thing I wanted to come through ah, to come true I want power in my words I want passion in my eyes and when I wake up I want life to be a surprise and I guess that I didn't know it all along and I'll never guess that I'd ever go ahead and guess wrong oh I want to break through to break through I want one thing I've dreamed for to come true to come through oh I set myself up every time you leave to destroy the things I've got for the things I need to destroy the things I love for the things I've seen