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I been fighting this battle
I want to love but I don't want love
It's been a hassle
Working senseless, days are endless
It's been a struggle
I get so in tune but then the moods
Switch up double
A different side, it flips on time
Like a doppel
I just want my old Teyani back
Teyani Juah right back on track yeah
Been impulsive, straight on maniac
Stand on business don't lose ya focus
Fell for them, the world stop motion
Forgot I can't swim in this ocean
Pray for shallow so it won't hurt me
Can't erase those memories that would hurt me
I just want my old self back you see
No this is not love, it's not destiny no
Tried to feed me poison, won't take that ecstasy
That's not in me
You f*cked me up with the drink in my cup
I said it was love but you just wanna *sigh*
How rude, I couldn't tell which one is what
Tied me with some cuffs, and left me in a rut
Intoxicated with a wheel, drunk driving
Drive the boat and hop on, yeah I'm drunk riding
Two sips in, the dick slip in, I'm gagging.
I'm drunk finding but I exaggerate
Making everybody pick, so I would pass the plate
If it comes back with a miss, I can activate
Touch expectations of myself, and f*cking masturbate
Grab the calculator, just to calculate
I congregate, yeah
Its a whole 'nother session
A whole 'nother lesson, but I ain't learn shit
Passive aggression, harass my intelligence
Can't teach a pro dog any old tricks
Made a couple racks when you tried to attack shit
Send an argument with a few attachments
Got it bad for me and that's your own habit
I seen that shit with my f*cking glasses
That you broke
I know I shouldn't even try for you
You the type to pour me poison so I would die for you
Getting back to me while you was back to you
Don't question who loving on me right after you, yeah
Uh huh
I been fighting this battle
I want to love but I don't want love
It's been a hassle
Working senseless, days are endless
It's been a struggle
I get so in tune but then the moods
Switch up like double
A different side, it flips on time
Like a doppel
I just want my old self back you see
No this is not love, it's not destiny no
Tried to feed me poison, won't take that ecstasy
That's not in me