TBN4x - I'm Not Okay Lyrics

Don't ask what's wrong
If my eyes wide open shows
I'm not okay. Okay, I just had to realize
I'm near the end on my own
Recognize the real eyes, 'fore Thanos
Snap the lights gone
Jeopardizing my life, they tried so much
That I'm numb
Wanting to live fast, die young
Instead they want Lara Croft to try to come
Raid my tomb
I'm, not okay
What's the point even trying, you ain't been Trying enough
I was avoided at times
Only when times got rough
Who's to say you my ride or die
You won't die for none, none
You won't die for none, none to die for
If I sit around, what would be living life for
Tell me, give me an answer
I got four reasons to live its
Jay and Cyana, Andre and then Driana
Ain't gon' go frontin' like
I done did all that I could
But if mama couldn't, then I would
Hush Lil' babies, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Gotta make up for all my promises
I'm on it sis
I did some dumb ass shit that I ain't never liked

Don't ask what's wrong
If my eyes wide open shows
I'm not okay. Okay, I just had to realize
I'm near the end on my own
Rather be the real eyes than tryna be humble
I wasn't tryna be quiet
It just came as a mumble
Was glad I got to see mine
I was glad I got to see mine
Them times don't last that long

This shit real, man, cherish the shit you got
Right now thank God, for waking you up
The next day
Every day, nigga, eating, putting food on your plate
Nigga, it's so much shit that if you could hate
But why would you

Don't ask what's wrong
If my eyes wide open shows
I'm not okay. Okay, I just had to realize
I'm near the end on my own
Recognize the real eyes
'Fore Thanos snap the lights gone
Jeopardizing my life, tried so much
That I'm numb
Wanting to live fast, die young
Instead they want Lara Croft to try to come
Raid my Tomb
I'm not okay