Tbjack13 - Changing Lyrics

I want to show you how am changing, I swear to god that I am changing
Been for long time people think I still the same, but I already changed
I want to prove it by myself, it's so hard doing things on my own
The pain I have you can't do nothing to fix it, sometimes I feel to quit in life
When I am trying so hard, people looking at me and keeps laughing
I just can't understand stand, the world I am living in
They gonna come into your life, play you and leave you in pain
I don't trust them anymore, I don't want to f*ck with them no more
They said they love me, but they never love me
I want you to be the there for me, these hoes just wanna f*ck me
These hoes ain't nothing, I want us to be together forever
The motion picture of my lifetime, these people are just detectives
I don't want talk to them, they just want me to have more pain
Woke up the nigga trying to be like me, woke up the nigga trying to be like me
I don't want them to use me, on my knees pray to god
I want to be in a better lifestyle, I don't want one day to be shot
I want to open my eyes and see, I been broken for so many times
Mama said it's my fault, it's my fault, I can't even believe it
Sometimes the life getting tough, wanting to go far away
Because I been telling them people the truth, I want them to know the truth today