I'm always the girl
That doesn't get invited
Spends Saturday's alone
And tries to hide it
I'm always the girl that
Cares way too much
Pours herself empty
And can't fill back up
I plan dinner parties
And call everybody
But when the roles are reversed
I find out the Friday night plans on Instagram
So I'll pretend it doesn't hurt
I thought my twenties would be a big party
Thought i'd never want them to end
Thought i'd spend my twenties
Out every weekend
With all of my forever friends
It'd be just like the movies
But I'm mostly alone
It's doing something to me
Staring at my phone
Wasting the days
Didn't think my twenties
Would end up this way
LA's kinda lonely
Not really home-y
I swear that I'm doing my best
Put a smile on just to
FaceTime my mom
Don't want her to worry again
I'm sick of complaining
About nothing changing
Is this what being young's about?
I thought my twenties would be a big party
Thought I'd never want them to end
Thought I'd spend my twenties
Out every weekend with all of my forever friends
And I miss the old me
And I miss my family
But I guess nothing turns out
Looking like how you planned it
So I'll eat my cake and I'll
Blow out my candles anyways
Didn't think my twenties
Would end up this way