The view from my window is not the same
Been swallowing pills just to dull the pain
And I can feel a change
Cuz I don't feel awake
I forget that I'm supposed to be healing
I count the weeks but skip the days
Fighting the unknown, I'll face these wounds alone
Splitting through the bone until I'm finally whole
Never been so close but now I'm forced to fold
Splitting through the bone until I'm finally whole
And every day I fall into a haze
Throw away the dose suggestions
They can't feel this pain
Watch what you say to me
You're getting in my space
The little things that make my skin crawl
I'm over all these games
Over all these games
Thought I couldn't break
Fighting the unknown, I'll face these wounds alone
Splitting through the bone until I'm finally whole
Never been so close but now I'm forced to fold
Splitting through the bone until I'm finally whole
I miss being me
The sun in my face
I miss being me
Trap myself in this prolonged recovery
I miss being me
I miss being
Lost myself in this fracture, my dreamlike state
I miss being me
I miss being
Fighting the unknown, I'll face these wounds alone
Splitting through the bone until I'm finally whole
Never been so close but now I'm forced to fold
Splitting through the bone until I'm finally whole