Tarnex - Behind Closed Doors Lyrics

I like the kingdom once it falls
I like to wander empty halls
I find the peace of mind in me
Something others hope not see
I know that there is something more
Something here, to adore
One more step, one last breath
People like to hear in fours

It's hard to be the one others look to
To make something out of nothing
Motivation's overdue
It's clear to me that no one's free
In this world, it's hard to be
What you want, when you want it
'Cause everyone wants something more

'Cause hard work and paperwork are things we intertwine
Teenage dreaming of success all the time
I find it hard to rhyme and keep my messages in line
While tryna fill the queue that's stuck deep inside my mind
They tell you to take a break
It's not worth the wasted time
But I'd rather chase my dreams than live solely for some dimes
It's true if you truly try the world is yours to hold
That's something that can't be taken, bought, borrowed, or sold

Indecisive, pass out nightly
Everywhere I go
Stressin' out, without a doubt
I dream yet no one knows
I do these things for me 'cause I'm the one I really owe
Yet every now and then it seems I'm my worst foe
In my lines, a part of me takes hold I rarely see
It sets me free and lets me be what I really wanna be
And I just cannot shake it
Though the others try and break it
It's a pressure I'm content with
A repayment for my time

Nowadays people only want you for what you got
They'll turn around and knock you down without a second thought
But it's all about how you come back from it
I promise you, I promise this, someday you'll reach your summit

Only in an ideal world would this be fixed
Thoughts running through my head, "why do I exist?"
Only in an ideal world would this be fixed
Thoughts running through my head, "why do I exist?"
Only in an ideal world would this be fixed
Thoughts running through my head, "why do I exist?"
Only in an ideal world would this be fixed
Thoughts running through my head, "why do I exist?"