Tapparella - I.L. Lyrics

Just when I thought I wanted nothing from life
You appeared out of nowhere sudden pure and bright
You made me look inside facing my own strife
Now you're in my mind day and night

I try to push you out but you're deep in me
I've given up I've set you free
Afraid to sleep 'cause I might dream of you
Sleepless nights imagining life with you

I know it's impossible it can't be true
It will never work not me and you
But in my dreams everything's alright
I know it's impossible it's just not right

I died a thousand times so many years ago
You brought me back to life without knowing though
Now I just want to die again feel that low
In a future without you where could I go?

I try to push you out but you're deep in me
I've given up I've set you free
Afraid to sleep 'cause I might dream of you
Sleepless nights imagining life with you

I know it's impossible it can't be true
It will never work not me and you
But in my dreams everything's alright
I know it's impossible it's just not right

I died a thousand times so many years ago
You brought me back to life without knowing though
Now I just want to die again feel that low
In a future without you where could I go?

Nauseous feeling sick trying to clear my mind
Going mad thinking of losing what I'll never find
Afraid of a future without your light
Just want to sleep through every night

I want to cry but you're my happy thought
Best thing in life that I ever sought
Yet it hurts 'cause I'm happy in illusion
My mind's on a trip lost in confusion

I know it's impossible it can't be true
It will never work not me and you
But in my dreams everything's alright
I know it's impossible it's just not right

I died a thousand times so many years ago (can't be true)
You brought me back to life without knowing though
Now I just want to die again feel that low (just not right)
In a future without you where could I go?

I died a thousand times so many years ago (can't be true)
You brought me back to life without knowing though (me and you)
Now I just want to die again feel that low (just not right)
In a future without you is just not mine