Autolytic Video (MV)

I went back to the garden
Couldn't stand the lies anymore
Sink between the roses
Sun is shining, head is aching

Your laughter rings in my ears
Goddamn mocking bird
I've been so blind and stupid
To give you everything I had

I see you come over
Impersonating innocence
My phoney angel
I embrace the hypocrite

Not to be worried
To put my trust in you
To cast the doubts away
Is the hardest thing for me to learn

So ashamed of blaming you
Comprehend my failure
But I know I will do so again
I'd like to apologize in advance

I curse you for dazzling me
And hate myself for being taken in
What would I give for the ability
To start an escape attempt

No, sorry, it wasn't meant this way
I will always love you
Who would I be without you
I'm such a gifted child