Talure Reed - Hurting Too Lyrics

I hid my pain for you
I always told the truth
I was on a winning streak,I knew one day I would lose
I was dying trying heal you,you couldn't catch a clue
You told me how you was hurting,I was hurting too
Day after day,huh,fake after fake huh
Snake after snake,huh,Hate after Hate huh
You don't know how I feel,'cause I really feel played
I never gave up on you,never left,I always stayed
I put my pride aside,my physical and mental state
I waste my time on you and never once did I get paid
You never seemed to care so I'm finna just set it straight
I'm finna tell you how I feel 'cause I feel betrayed
You can't be fake to me,'cause I hold grudges
It's like you hit me in my heart,like you throwing punches
And you know I don't like to be rude,I don't like to judge it
But I can't sit here and sit back like I ain't feel nothing
Ain't no sorry,no discussion
Ain't no sorry,ain't no trusting
Ain't no sorry,ain't no loving
I can't trust it,feel like you bluffing
I can't trust it,it's just something
I cant trust it,it's who I'm becoming
(I can't trust it,it's who I'm becoming)
(I can't trust it,it's who I'm becoming)
I hid my pain for you
I always told the truth
I was on a winning streak,I knew one day I would lose
I was dying trying heal you,you couldn't catch a clue
You told me how you was hurting,I was hurting too
You did it once you'll do it again
My feelings irrelevant like they pretend
We pose to be cool,we was pose to be friends
I'm talking about having a bond till the end
Guess I should've focused where my time was spent
Just happened so quick I couldn't comprehend
Did all I could do to try and prevent it
I gave it my all but you took advantage
I know you was hurt so I'm trying to respect it
But I still got feelings so I was affected
I tried to help you it wasn't effective
Now I'm overthinking it's leaving me stressed
I didn't even have enough time to digest it
Hurting the ones that helped I was invested
I was there to help,you taught me a lesson
(I was there to help,you taught me a lesson)
I was tryna be leveled 'm hanging over
I'm finna go ghost know it's not October
I'm going to the edge and I'm getting closer
I told her I love her can't even show her
I think that I lied I don't even know her
I'm tryna be cool and keep my composure
Know they hating on me call me mediocre
I'm learning more because I'm getting older
My heart was cold but it's getting colder
I gotta heart but ima soulless solider
(Gotta heart but ima soulless soldier)
(Gotta heart but ima soulless soldier)
Yea,I wanna forgive
But I also wanna live
So don't look at me like I'm just selfish
Don't wanna be mean but I just can't help it
I hid my pain for you
I always told the truth
I was on a winning streak,I knew one day I would lose
I was dying trying heal you,you couldn't catch a clue
You told me how you was hurting,I was hurting too
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