Can't Keep Trying Video (MV)

I see the hey you okay messages,just know that I'll be fine
Im trying to ignore the hurt in me,I know it'll take some time
Room Dark
Mind Blank
Paralyzed
Can't Think
I'm trying my best to be okay
But all that I can do is pray
And hide from it from the world,in hopes that it will all just go away
But me waiting for minutes and hours just turns into a day
And when they ask I say I'm good,and fine,and I'm gone be okay
I can't keep lying
I can't keep trying
Can't keep denying
The more I lie the more I'm crying
Feel like I'm dying
Excuses I'm implying
I'm sick of lying,I'm just gone stop replying
I'm sick of hiding
I'm sick of the fake smiling
Like I done got so good at it nobody thinks I'm lying
Gotta keep fighting
Wipe my tears and keep on grinding
Cause I know,one day I'll be shining
They ask if I'm ok,I really don't know
But ima tell them that I'm good 'cause I can't let it show
One day I'll be happy at my high
Next day I'm low
(One day I'll be happy at my high
Next day I'm low)
I can't explain it
Don't know how I'm maintaining
I keep it to myself 'cause to others I'm just complaining
1 friend I go to,never feel like I'm insane
And she the reason,I became who I became
I can't keep lying
I can't keep trying
Can't keep denying
The more I lie the more I'm crying
Feel like I'm dying
Excuses I'm implying
I'm sick of lying,I'm just gone stop replying
I'm sick of hiding
I'm sick of the fake smiling
Like I done got so good at it nobody thinks I'm lying
Gotta keep fighting
Wipe my tears and keep on grinding
Cause I know,one day I'll be shining
I can't keep lying
I can't keep trying
I Can't keep denying