Tajiez - JOKE Lyrics

I'm the butt of every joke
They don't take me serious, like I'm delirious, overthinking every time that I spoke
When they in my face, they gon say that they proud of me
But I know truly they be talking shit on the low
That's why now I'm shutting my mouth and I sit in the back
Put my pain in the shit that I wrote
No they don't listen to me
They don't hear shit that I said and it's making me mad
Except for my mama, I know that she worried
She told me I'm starting to sound like my dad
I look my girl in her eyes
Told her I'm blessed, she's the best thing that I've ever had
I know that you're trying your best
Hope you're not feeling less when I tell you I'm waking up sad
No they don't listen to me
They don't hear shit that I said and it's making me mad
Except for my mama, I know that she worried
She told me I'm starting to sound like my dad
I look my girl in her eyes
Told her I'm blessed, she's the best thing that I've ever had
I know that you're trying your best
Hope you're not feeling less when I tell you I'm waking up sad
What do you see when you're looking at me
Outside I'm a happy kid, making you laugh
A smile is like all you gon see
I hide it well, yeah, that's definitely
But I say it in songs, they do not listen
They only hearing the beat
It's crazy how they never notice
Could say I'm suicidal, but I swear they won't notice
As long as I put it on beat and I'm making it catchy
I get on TT and promote it
I gotta promote it
Like that's all I gotta worry about
Sorry, I feel overloaded
They tell me they care, but I know that they don't give a f*ck
I'm not sorry, I won't sugarcoat it
That's how I know they never notice
Could say I'm suicidal, but I swear they won't notice
As long as I put it on beat and I'm making it catchy
I get on TT and promote it
I gotta promote it
Like that's all I gotta worry about
Sorry, I been overloaded
They tell me they care, but I know that they don't give a f*ck
I'm not sorry, I won't sugarcoat it
I'm the butt of every joke
They don't take me serious, like I'm delirious, overthinking every time that I spoke
When they in my face, they gon say that they proud of me
But I know truly they be talking shit on the low
That's why now I'm shutting my mouth and I sit in the back
Put my pain in the shit that I wrote
No they don't listen to me
They don't hear shit that I said and it's making me mad
Except for my mama, I know that she worried
She told me I'm starting to sound like my dad
I look my girl in her eyes
Told her I'm blessed, she's the best thing that I've ever had
I know that you're trying your best
Hope you're not feeling less when I tell you I'm waking up sad
No they don't listen to me
They don't hear shit that I said and it's making me mad
Except for my mama, I know that she worried
She told me I'm starting to sound like my dad
I look my girl in her eyes
Told her I'm blessed, she's the best thing that I've ever had
I know that you're trying your best
Hope you're not feeling less when I tell you I'm waking up sad