Little Notes Video (MV)

And I hate the lonely nights
When I feel depressed
Sit in my nest and become enveloped in stress
I'm playing Blackjack with the Devil
And he's giving me the losing cards
'Cause I said I wouldn't do what it takes to be a star
You gotta give up your life
Give up your mind
Give up all you got
'N your soul for a sacrifice
'N before I die
I want someone there
I want someone to look me in the eyes and tell me they care
And the Devils
Got his hands on my shoulders
And I struggle with these thoughts as I get a little older
I struggle with these thoughts as I get a little older
I struggle with ease, yeah
And I wonder some days
Just what it would be like
To grow up happy
Not a care in this world as it turns 'round 'n 'round
But I struggle with a frown as I write this down, (yeah)
And to my family
I don't mean to go ghost
But you don't really ask me what I do or where I go
So I had to write it all down in Little Notes
What infects me the most
What affects me the most
And the Devils
Got his hands on my shoulder
And I struggle with the thoughts as I get a little older
I struggle with the thoughts as I get a little older
I struggle with ease, yeah
Constant expectations got my mind in frustration
What do you do when your mind is vexated
And your heart is vacant
Childhood traumas that arise
You want to deal with them and try
But you ain't got the time
'Cause you busy trynna build a life
And all that you worked for
What is it really worth
When you're gone from this earth
When the wind takes your breath
And you crumble to the sand
Somebody hold my hand
'Cause I am just a man
And the Devils
Got his hands on my shoulder
And I struggle with the thoughts as I get a little older
I struggle with the thoughts as I get a little older
I struggle with ease, yeah
And the Devils
Got his hands on my shoulders
And I struggle with these thoughts as I get a little older
I struggle with these thoughts as I get a little older
I struggle with ease, yeah