To know me is know my pain
If you saw these things would you want me the same
These are constant wonders of a scatterbrain
It's crosses me daily
It's on my mind daily
My tempo slows as the seasons change
Upbeat in the sun and sluggish in the rain
These are constant feelings of a scatterbrain
It's crosses me daily
It's on my mind daily
I don't know whether or not I actually like people
I️ question things twice for confirmation
Even my favorite color (I'm f*cking with the burnt oranges and olives)
I'm bad at responding
Last year I bumped into love (Didn't fall)
I'm also bad at keeping time
(Wait, what were we talking about?)
At times, I feel I've lost my mind (I'm lost)
Digging up these old bones on mine (But still digging)
I'm not f*cking witcha so why the reminiscing (I don't know)
I hoped that i t would change with time
But with that I am only inclined to ignore more and more signs (Should I ignore it)
Hey, hey, hey
Threw a tray to a single vacay (Smoking dope with the boys)
All my problems come in as bouquets (I put down them toys)
Everyday I feel further away (I been fighting them wars, aye)
If stress could get checks, I'd be paid (Oh lord)
Racking up backpay for pain (I'm sore)
They'd be calling me Billy for days
To know me is know my pain
If you saw these things would you want me the same
These are constant wonders of a scatterbrain
It's crosses me daily
It's on my mind daily
My tempo slows as the seasons change
Upbeat in the sun and sluggish in the rain
These are constant feelings of a scatterbrain
It's crosses me daily
It's on my mind daily
Stress, stress, stress
Always known that
Walking like the Earth's flat with the nearest cliff in my path
Rest, rest, rest
Shit, I hardly get that
Had to roll up a sack just to keep it all in tact
The love, love, love I give
Still not enough for myself
Internally screaming help
Mind imprisoned in a cell
Sometimes I don't know how to feel
(Someone call for a healing)
I'm constantly spending pon a wheel yea, yea
(I'm just spinning, I'm spinning, I'm spinning)
To know me is know my pain
If you saw these things would you want me the same
These are constant wonders of a scatterbrain
It's crosses me daily
It's on my mind daily
My tempo slows as the seasons change
Upbeat in the sun and sluggish in the rain
These are constant feelings of a scatterbrain
It's crosses me daily
It's on my mind daily