I'm always looking for a motive
Something to chase that I will never have
I let it manipulate me
Because I kind of like it that's the way I am
And I will never be happy
Cause when I get what I want I always screw it up
I think I do it on purpose
Cause without the struggle life gets tedious
Soon I'll be leaving home
Soon I'll be leaving home but it's just to impress you
No matter what I do you only let me undress you
Stolen so much time and now I have nothing
Can't go to uni don't have the grades to get in
And now you're all that I ever see
Everything I do is about getting to you
I'm never there when I'm needed
You screw me up but do you know that you do
And I will never be happy
You keep saying you love me you won't screw me up
I let you manipulate me
This is why my friends hate you, you're a very unpleasant individual
Do you like me enough to actually date me
We want different things but you don't have to forsake me