Regrets Video (MV)

I'm only human
I'm far from perfect
In fact I'm flawed
Just really. f*cked. up

I have lots of regrets...
You could say my entire life is a regret
There's just so many things that I could of done
And I blew it all off because I was cocky and dumb
Pushing people away who would of cared and believed
Denying opportunities that could of helped me succeed
Trying to force my dreams to come true by any means
You should hear what people say about me around the scene
I was attracted to my mom, instead of my dad...
But I didn't know my mom was egotistical and mad
She taught me how to be grandiose and naieve
And now I'm sitting in my room just smoking lots of weed
I really could of used that middle school
Because I walk around and I don't know what to do
This socialization shit is still a mystery
All because I'm living in dysfunctional misery

I have lots of regrets...
I have lots of regrets...

I burn bridges, like almost every day
Some meaningless, some I still regret today
You want to know why it's easy to fantasize?
Because it's hard to believe the truth, it's easy for a lie
And I fantasize so much, that I just forget
Go to some famous rapper and show disrespect
Didn't even take the second chance that was offered
It's like the 1,000th time I f*cked up, man that's absurd
I ask myself, how are you able to do this?
I don't know... I guess I can only do dumb shit
I look at my hand, deep into my fingerprints
I'm just hoping that I can become intelligent
So I can salvage what's left of my life
Change the course of destiny so we don't have to die tonight
I'm not mad if they tell me that it is what it is...
Because that's life, and I have to live it

I have lots of regrets...
I have lots of regrets...

I regret the fact I blindly believe a lot of things
Especially those on the TV screen
I don't know if there'll ever be a difinitive truth
They control so much and I don't know what to do
It makes me angry when I watch the flashing colors
Even though there's sunshine coming through my curtian covers
It boils up, until I hit a nazi in the face...
And get banned from the block, now I'm a real disgrace!
I thought that's what they wanted me to do
Now I realize that I've been played for a fool
What else is a lie? All the violence and crime
It makes people want to go out and buy a nine...
And then I read it in the news, another massacre
Brainwashed and confused, that's just the nature of the world
I regret that we're focused on power, control and status
I regret that I was even born into this madness