Memento Mori Video (MV)

So, this is it...
We had good times together, had to admit
But it's just, these things don't last forever
And you know...
Sometimes you can't keep a good thing going

So it's come to this... I've reached the end
And all it took was self-destruction for me to find zen
Funny thing is, I don't know where'll I end up
Death is still a mystery and my fear is crazy nuts
Still I have to do this and I'm hoping it'll be better
On the other side, where I can finally get the...
Peace and tranquility that I've been looking for
And hope that I can get a new life and more
Hoping that I don't remember my past existance
Get a new name and family, all of that shit
Maybe live in a time where things were different
Will it be better? All I can do is wish
As I step ever closer towards the bright light
I know this world is hopeless, I know about my life
I've been taught that life is about being alive
But now I know life begins when you truly die

I may not be around much longer...
But if you have a head, and you see me...
Then you at least have memories of me inside of your head...
If those are there, than I shall live on inside of you

It was like destiny... For me to face myself
Looking at the mirror, questioning my mental health
Figuring out if I'm truly looking at myself
I point a finger at the miror and say you need help
And then I look closely with my eyes wide open
I punch the mirror very hard, now it's cracked and broken
Look down at my fist and see it's very bloody
Then I look at myself and realize I'm the dummy
The devil's inside me and he's always stalkin'
Always taking advantage, I wish I could stop him
Whenever I slip up, he takes control
And he ruins my life, don't you think I know...
I'm tired of being reminded of it's persistance
I'm tired of being reminded of my existance
Only option for me is to just fade away
I don't have to play the game that they all play

Look, this world is done with me man
You know, this world is done...
Yeah, what am I supposed to do in a world that doesn't want me?
Yeah, I have to like leave, yeah you know just leave
I know you're crying but I have to leave, just let me leave

I understand I have to do this... I ain't scared
I know my enemies will love this... I don't care
Life is short... and only they can decide
Whether you are influential in this game called life
I tried to take control, now that was a mistake
No matter what you really do, you can't control fate
All the people you'll meet, all the things that you'll do
You already know who you are, figuring it out is up to you
There's the good times... and there's the bad
You can only move forward, you can't go back
The past is written, present is now, future unknown
It's up to you to make the decisions on your own
And I learned the hard way, now I gotta take action
The moments been building up and this is the reaction
I killed the old me, now I truly have a grasp
Of my direction. My entire life... it's a lesson