T. Karras - Allegations Lyrics

I feel the stressed the f*ck out man!
You know...
Dealin' with the non-stop allegations and my minds like...
When the f*ck is this going to stop?!
Come on!

I always feel like, I'm always to blame
Because it's easier than dealing with shame
It's been causing me, a whole lot of pain...
And all they really care about is winning the game
It's about control, and they willing to exploit
I tried to back out, but that wasn't a choice
Especially when they provoke me like crazy mad
If that's what they do for fun then I'm sad
I just can't believe that I'm a part of the gang
And all of a sudden, you think I'm causing all the pain
What the f*ck, why didn't you call me upfront?
You act like I knew, you think I would bluff?
So now my entire life is f*cked thanks to allegations
I'm not a f*cked up person, I don't want to be them
If you think I'm like the others who show disrespect...
Better get yourself a reality check because I'm...

Tired of the allegations...
Tried of the bullshit claims...
Tried of the allegations...
It hurts my brain...
Tired of the allegations...
Tried of the bullshit claims...
Tried of the allegations...

I'm put in this situation, guess I better fix it
But when I open my mouth, it gets twisted
They didn't teach me the right words to say
I can't socialize, I'm f*cked up every which way
I always imagine what it feels like to be normal...
All I've experienced in life was torment so eternal
But then I realize, all these people blindly follow shit
Say it's all bad then they slap around and f*ck a chick
All born with silver spoons, they never even struggled
They were rich kids, of course they were smothered
You think that you all that, just because you got a dick?
You think you powerful? you just a hyprocrite!
I'm a victim because of my disability
A scapegoat who let the villains go free
They're living well, me? I'm not
I walk on the streets just hoping I get shot

I try to avoid the reality... But the whole world is like this...
How foolish of me to think otherwise... Now I get the jist
I'm like Michael with the tabloids; that shit never ends
You eventually escape... And then the cycle begins all over again
It's like...

How dare you abuse me like a fool
How dare you tell me what I'm supposed to do
I have autism. I'm not 100% crazy...
But I'm 100% to you because you are lazy
Unable to open up, unable to understand
It's easy for you but it ain't easy for me man
I spit everyday just to learn those bars
I don't really mind the challenge; I like things hard
But I hate the accusations, it's constant negativity
Unlike you robots, I feel things emotionally
And you're saying I should take a gun and commit suicide?
I mean everything's my fault and I should die?
Deep down you know that shit ain't right...
And yet you have the nerve to destroy someone's life
I'll still fight, because I know we can do better
You know what my favorite word is... Never!