T Da Weirdo - Thinking About You Lyrics

Whoa whoa whoa whoa
Aye
Whoa whoa whoa whoa
Aye

Whoa whoa whoa whoa
Aye
Aye

Shit I stayed in my feeling so long
When you left
That shit hurt me the most
Asking god
Why he had to go do me so wrong
You the one that I needed the most
Went through times I was lost
I was thinking so wrong
Why you leave me so f*cked up inside
I missed you so much
I been thinking so wrong
Had me thinking so wrong

I been thinking about you
Been thinking all kind of shit
When you left
F*cked me up
In and out I felt
Took my heart when you left
No desire to live

Aye

Know I had to live on
Know I had to get through it
Left here living without you
Went through it
Just to get through the time
Had to do it

Aye

Just to see you again
I would risk it all
Didn't think I would make it
This far at all
Shit you went through
Still hurt me
I never thought

Aye

I look back at those times that you gave me
Gave me a life as a child
That shit made me
Told me chase all my dreams
On a daily

Aye

I just played out the hand I was dealt
It was you that I needed the most
Couldn't call on nobody
You gone
I just needed your help
It was you I could trust
It was you that I loved
Im here on my own
Left me here by myself

Nobody to talk to
Nobody to run to
Could ever prepare
For the pain that I felt

Now who imma run to
When shit hit the fan
Ain't come with a plan
I can't do this myself

I could never get why
It had to be you
Everyday I would prayed
Man I prayed for your health

I'm knowing you watching
If you had a choice
You would never just leave
Knew I loved you to death

I'm just left with the time that you gave me
All your care and your love that shit saved me
Know I'll see you again
Know I'm waiting
Know I'll see you again
Know I'm waiting

Shit I stayed in my feeling so long
When you left
That shit hurt me the most
Asking god
Why he had to go do me so wrong
You the one that I needed the most
Went through times I was lost
I was thinking so wrong
Why you leave me so f*cked up inside
I missed you so much
I been thinking so wrong
Had me thinking so wrong

Man I held so much in for so long
Everything that you left me
I had to let go
Cause without you I couldn't call home

Went through nights I couldn't eat
Stayed up couldn't sleep
Slipped away
Through the night on your own

Thinking bout you
I still reminisce bout good times we then had
Raised 3 kids on yo own
Made a way
You stayed strong

I live on
But I swear ain't no wait I'll forget you
Everything you went through
Bless who sent you
Cause you didn't have to do
Shit you did do

Aye

Every lesson you taught
Shit made me
To the person I am
Man life crazy
Left here living without you
This shit can't be

Aye

Special thanks to the deadbeat who made me
Cant respect no real women that only claim 2 out 10 of kids shit amaze me

Had nights I couldn't eat
No where I could sleep
Ain't come through
But you stunt on a daily

You cant even be real with yourself
Ask me what you then did
All these years since a baby
All these years this shit crazy

Shit I stayed in my feeling so long
When you left
That shit hurt me the most
Asking god
Why he had to go do me so wrong
You the one that I needed the most
Went through times I was lost
I was thinking so wrong
Why you leave me so f*cked up inside
I missed you so much
I been thinking so wrong
Had me thinking so wrong

Aye