I saw the light
And I don't want it but it felt like I did
And I kinda liked it
Thought I was alright
I was sure that I don't need protection, attention
It's all wrong, did I mention?
I wish I could remove my past
Took a while for me to calm down
And let it out
Slow down
And talk it out
It's still on my mind, yeah
I'm complicated
Won't face it
Created
To waste it
I'm not doing fine
But I found the strength to get better
Get better, better
Better
Get better
I really wanna get better
Get better, better
Better
Get better
And slowly I'm getting better
I saw the wheels go
Staring out of the window
I guess it's time to get some help
Right now I don't know me too well
Oh I'm fighting with a fire
And I don't wanna be a liar
But I don't want nobody else
To see me standing where I stand
I wish I could see where I stand, too
Took a while for me to calm down
And let it out
Slow down
And talk it out
It's still on my mind, yeah
I'm complicated
Won't face it
Created
To waste it
I'm not doing fine
But I found the strength to get better
Get better, better
Better
Get better
I really wanna get better
Get better, better
Better
Get better
And slowly I'm getting better
I'll try, I'll try
I'll fight, I'll fight
I try my best to get better
Get better, better
Better
Get better
I really wanna get better
Get better, better
Better
Get better
And slowly I'm getting better
I saw the light
And I don't want it
And I don't like it