Lying down
Brooding over my own rages again
That no one can see
Every tI'me
Gotta hide it so there's nothing to blame
It's just anchored in me
I keep thinking everyone is playing fake
Living so blind
The sins of the whole world run in my head
And I fall apart everyday from this face to face
The weight of the conflicts won't stop this strain
It just doesn't make sense but it's stuck into my brain
We're still afraid
Want a role we're scared of trying to play
My hatred's feeding on me
But I'll pretend
Gonna say I'm fine and keep this away
Fear just takes hold of me
And hate
Hate falls into place
I don't know what state I'm in
A stranger in my own brain
I wanna be someone not something
The sins of the whole world run in my head
And I fall apart everyday from this face to face
The weight of the conflicts won't stop this strain
It just doesn't make sense but it's the beginning of the end
I feel it all again
We're writing the end
Holding onto something dead
I just want to break free
(Everyone is playing fake living so blind)
The sins of the whole world run in my head
And I fall apart everyday from this f*cking mess
The weight of the conflicts won't stop this strain
It just doesn't make sense but it's the beginning of the end
I feel it all again
We're writing the end
Holding onto something dead