sydneyville - never gonna die Lyrics

Wake up, look around like, why the f*ck am I still alive
Shawty made me overdose a couple hundred times
But I ain't ever gonna die
Do you wanna die?
Black benz shawty, f*ck the handle, grab her thighs
Ask her, are you down to ride
We gon' pull up, we gon' slide
Chillin' in the crib, shawty wanna do some ice
She asked me, do you wanna die?
Needle feelin' right
I don't wanna cry, f*ck a withdrawal do it twice
I don't think she really loves me
She just doesn't wanna lose me
If I take another pill, I'll fall asleep
And have no recollection of it if she used me
But I want her to use me
Abuse me
I don't really give a f*ck if she bruise me
Give me new drugs, take them till you lose me
Fall asleep and fear inside your dreams I'm dying
I want her to cut me
And gut me
Write she loves me in my blood then try to f*ck me
Won't remember it but I remember one thing
That no matter what I've done, you're still above me
Wake up, look around like, why the f*ck am I still alive
Shawty made me overdose a couple hundred times
But I ain't ever gonna die
Do you wanna die?
Black benz shawty, f*ck the handle, grab her thighs
Ask her, are you down to ride
We gon' pull up, we gon' slide
Chillin' in the crib, shawty wanna do some ice
She asked me, do you wanna die?
Needle feelin' right
I don't wanna cry, f*ck a withdrawal do it twice