The flower kingdom, loosely reigned
Lacking strength in arms, it waned
A land of riches, ripe and lush
Inviting prying eyes to rush
The princess lost in dreamy haze
While shadows lengthen through the days
How laughable
Disaster wakes us from our sleep
Even if I'm unrecognizable
I'll keep changing
Won't retreat
How helpless
This world's a maze of confusion
My former self
I refuse to acknowledge
No illusion
(Why must I grasp these absurd truths?)
Unless I revert
Accepting the world's twisted views
(Would I sacrifice myself
Just for a glimpse of what I used to be?)
Starfall
Everything burns to ash
All turns to cinders in a flash
From sorrow to joy
Tailored for you
You're laughing (yes, you're right)
I hate myself
Even heaven's grace
I push away
Hate the past
But it all blurs anyway
So why don't I dare (to let go and return)
Afraid of being swallowed
No light
No way to discern
This way
(The mystery stays unsolved)
Confusion spreads in my heart
I need another soul
To sink with me
Explore these changes
Make me whole
Who should I trust?
I need that sweet little life
(You think I'm just corrupted inside)
I don't want to live
While you yearn to survive
So who is it
Whose mind and soul are ill?
My former self (should sickness mean)
I'm not acknowledged still? (By myself)
Even beauty hits a dead end in time
Disaster strikes
Awakens you in a blink
Why don't I protect the present? (I'm not worthy, I think)
At least protect them, if not for my sake
I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself
Even what I thought was right
I now question
Why can't we (trust in those things?)
This world (is full of confusion)
Once again before me (I once believed in it all)
I always refuse to believe
Due to her frail body
The princess has always despised herself
Though she is beautiful
Though she is beloved
She still believes she's unworthy
Always wishing for the people's happiness and peace
Yet overlooking that the whole country grew too comfortable
Fleeting joy
All will eventually fade away
May the next kingdom also bring happiness to its people