The Lobotomy Video (MV)

Have I lost my way
Have I lost my faith
I often lie awake at night and wonder why we pray
Have I lost my way
Have I lost my faith
I often lie awake at night and ponder on my pain
Counting the days
With scars on my wrist
The love of my kids
Washed away my sins
Have I lost my way
Have I lost my faith
I often lie awake at night and wonder why we pray

You say I'm struggling
I say recovering
You see my scars
And I cover them
You show me yours
And it's comforting
You seem disheartened
Smoke a whole carton
I pour a drink
Just to lessen the hardship
The life of an artist
In love with the carnage
Looking like a carcass
Cursing while carsick
What is the purpose
Of karma
If, the
Good die young harmless
Blood on the carpet
The good are a target
Denial then anger
Then asking to pardon
We beg and we bargain
With Darkness incarnate
I, promise to harness
The time that I have
You looked at me troubled and sad
Losing my faith
I struggle to pray
What is the point of these struggling days

Have I lost my way
Have I lost my faith
I often lie awake at night and wonder why we pray
Have I lost my way
Have I lost my faith
I often lie awake at night and ponder on my pain
Counting the days
With scars on my wrist
The love of my kids
Washed away my sins
Have I lost my way
Have I lost my faith
I often lie awake at night and wonder why we pray

First time we met it was summer
Knife to my wrist and it cuts just like butter
Suffering next to me, I
Saw how you wondered, why
Everyone cursing your name
No censoring
Sensitive centuries
Yeah, keep 100
This is your legacy
Tragedy travesties traveling
Or, so that they say
Everyone, passes the blame
Like given the chance I know that they'd change
But noone acknowledges chances you gave
Too scared of your name
Whispering lies while
Passing a grave
I know the truth
Losing my breath
My brother was proof
You don't decide who lives and who dies
Talking to Death
You're just the guide