Rainy Dayz. Video (MV)

This is a song for the rainy days
A song for those who don't receive love but give anyway
A song for those who love the hate
A song for those who drink and pop pills just to numb the pain
I promise they'll be better days
Stay strong, keep going
Cause I promise they'll be better days
I know you lost but if you keep going
I promise we can find a way
I promise we can find a way

I haven't slept lately
Thinking bout my dreams
Quite a sad story ironic
As it seems
You can't close your eyes
If you wanna see your dreams
But lately nightmares
Is the only thing I'm seeing
More surprised that a nigga still breathing
Haven't learnt all the lessons but I'm still teaching
Haven't seen church for ages but I'm still preaching
My dreams far beyond me but I'm still reaching
But lately
It's just too hard to smile
I just wanna inspire even if it's one child
Suicidal thoughts
What number should I dial
When last I felt happy
Man it's been a while
Lot of things on my mind
Just imagine dying
Hardest thing to think about
Is my mama crying
If I said I hadn't seen it before
I would be lying
When my dad raised his hands and objects started flying
I tried to fight for her
But I was too young
All I wanna do is save her
I wish I was the one
But as a 12 year old boy
I failed her as a son
Only time in my life I wish I had a gun
Never in my life have I felt so hurt
I'm looking over at her and there's blood on her shirt
Tears in her eyes and her hands in the dirty
I rush to her and I look in her purse
Tried to call an ambulance cause she might need a nurse
But before I could it I see blood on her hands and start thinking why he beat her like her man
I was crying I was scared
I just couldn't understand
So I told her that she has to leave that man
She said nah
Don't you know I need that man
I said ma
You a women
You don't need no man
She said even if I leave him what's my plan
I'm unemployed and I ain't got no money
That's when I made the promise that my dreams would get me cheese
So I could take her out that house and treat her like a queen

That's when I got up and told her what she means, but she was crying she was screaming
To be honest i was happy she was breathing
Yo, one day we will live happily, but for now I just pray you ain't mad at me