Sweat-EZ - AM I? Lyrics

Stuck in mind
For some good time now
Can't enjoy life
When your smile causes frowns
Girl I'm scared to hurt you
But this loves my only virtue
But when I go away girl
I feel like I desert you
Too hard on myself
Cause I'm the only one I got
F*ck everyone else
See that's not a good thought
Wanna be a good person
But it goes deeper than that
Mama said get a job
And to quit it with the rap, son
No one understands
Thats why I feel alone
Uncomfortable in my house
When that shits a warzone
Talking causes problems
So how could I survive?
I've been wide awake
But damn do I feel blind
Why do I complain?
I have a lot in my life
Patience is a virtue
I don't gotta say it twice
Cuz I know you know that
And thats a matter of facts
But I can't communicate
And thats the skill that I lack
I don't trust many people
So when I talk its too real
Scare people away
They don't f*ck with what I feel
I didn't mean to make you mad
But I guess thats what I do
Imma hold on to the ones
That I know will stay true
You know who you are
So I don't gotta drop a name
And you're all gettin a piece
If I ever achieve fame
But that's a goal I gotta reach
Gotta do it on my own
I can't hold y'all hands cuz I've steady grown
That how it feels
And thats why I struggle
Pieces don't matter
When you got too many puzzles
My mind tends to scatter
And that's a true shame
Potential seeps out
When I can focus up the brain
I know I act shy
But I ain't scared to commit
I'm married to this game
So I'll be damned if I quit
I've got a smart mouth
And a brain that's too active
Never trust my emotions
Cuz they're always reactive