SwarmBeezy - Real Love (feat. Big Ro Muzic) Lyrics

I know I'm not the man that I wanna be
But I been working on it
Jesus the one I want you to see
When you look at me
I know I'm not the man that I wanna be
But I been working on it
Jesus the one I want you to see
When you look at me
I wanna be your reflection
Let them see your love
For you to be my obsession
Your are real love
Tell me how I get back here again
Insecurities and fury trying to take a win
All this pressure building up I wonder if it ends
They say this life that ain't right but then they feel it is
Pray Holy Spirit speak the words that I'm needing most
My brothers try to keep me lifted even when I'm ghost
But they don't know
This introversion got me trippy trippy
Slope super slippy
Praying that someone get me
Hoping I find my hippie
Feel me
Peace
That's what I need father
I dodge the alter like why bother it can't get no harder
Feel like a failure to my daughters when she push me farther
I pray you take it all away and leave my soul altered father
Please
I'm feeling torn take this thorn quick
Thought I was done said no more pain when I mourned this
I can't believe I'm back again struggling on this
Yeah father you can have it all cause I don't want this
I know I'm not the man that I wanna be
But I been working on it
Jesus the one I want you to see
When you look at me
I wanna be your reflection
Let them see your love
For you to be my obsession
Your are real love
I know what you seeing is unfinished
And you and I been working on this thing for a minute
Cant think can't eat can't sleep
But every time I fall Lord you stand me on my feet
Who am im posed to be
Tired of the defiance
Tired of all the struggles
God on you im so reliant
How am I posed to be a steward
If I aint pushing through it
My family counting on me
Im praying I don't lose it
If i can't ever in the end be your reflection to others
Then show me my true purpose build me up keep me covered
My family deserves better aint no need to make them suffer
I need you father now more than ever through these struggles
Please
God just take this pain off me
I'm at your feet so you can take all me
Wrap me in your arms and father reign on me
You can have it all
You can have it all
I know I'm not the man that I wanna be
But I been working on it
Jesus the one I want you to see
When you look at me
I wanna be your reflection
Let them see your love
For you to be my obsession
Your are real love
I know I'm not the man that I wanna be
But I been working on it
Jesus the one I want you to see
When you look at me
I wanna be your reflection
Let them see your love
For you to be my obsession
Your are real love
Cause you are real love
You are real love
You are real love