I spent months missing you but now that you're back
I just miss not having f*ckin panic attacks
I don't need your sympathy just need a second chance
And probably 14 more, yeah, right after that
I just try to get high every time I feel low
But there's a lot of f*ckin' problems you can't solve with coke
I still hope you find someone you truly love
Maybe then you can tell me why I wasn't enough
And if we both die I think it's just as well
I guess without you it wouldn't be hell
I'm so sick of you freaking me out
Filling my head with all these constant doubts
You know, I'm so sick of you freaking me out
Please find someone else to care about
I was 6 months clean until adderall
Been through a lot of shit, learned nothing at all
I'm living in a garage but I made it this far
I think it's kinda funny, I don't even own a car
I'm stuck in a spiral as the room starts to spin
I kinda wanna die but I won't let you win
I know I'm really petty but what do I care
You're the reason I'm always gasping for air
I know you think you're better and I'm sure you're right
But I know that you're still miserable every night
I'm so sick of you freaking me out
Filling my head with all these stupid doubts
You know, I'm so sick of you freaking me out
Find someone else to care about
Freaking
Me out