HEARTSICK Video (MV)

I'ma keep it real
You won't see the real me
Swallowing these pills
Hoping that they kill me
I don't have a soul
Baby I don't feel these
Bullets in my heart, numb
Vacancy fulfilling

I'm alone
Barely holding conversation
Even if we close
Damaged, keeping distance from like everyone I know
I am just a sinner
Thru the winter and the cold
Girl I do not buy it
You don't love me, I'm a loaf
Slacking with communication
Lazy, going ghost
And I ain't no goofy, baby
Staying on my toes
I been mutilated in my mental
Losing hope
Ever since that lady
I went crazy, turning cold

I'ma keep it real
You won't see the real me
Swallowing these pills
Hoping that they kill me
I don't have a soul
Baby I don't feel these
Bullets in my heart, numb
Vacancy fulfilling

I'ma keep it real
All I know is fake love
I ain't never had some
So I can't create none
Don't know how to feel
Broken and I'm brain dumb
Baby I am heartsick
Just another patient

I'ma keep it real
You won't see the real me
Swallowing these pills
Hoping that they kill me
I don't have a soul
Baby I don't feel these
Bullets in my heart, numb
Vacancy fulfilling

I'ma keep it real
All I know is fake love
I ain't never had some
So I can't create none
Don't know how to feel
Broken and I'm brain dumb
Baby I am heartsick
Just another patient