I lost almost as much as I gained
No longer wishing that things stay the same
The action feels heavy
The room starts to fill
With maybes and one days
To cover your bills
This year has been nothing but a blur
Mine can't adjust as fast as yours
If I help everyone else first
To you I'd be a compromise
Is everyone waiting
Or idle in turn
Running in place
But I'm far from who I was
I've made amendments
But it's still in my chest
We're all pretending that we can still be friends
This year has been nothing but a blur
Mine can't adjust as fast as hers
If I could help everyone else first
To you I'd be a compromise
A lot has changed
But I feel the same
So much has changed
And I'm the same.