I hurt myself again today
But I didn't want to tell you
I didn't want to feel your eyes like that
I didn't want your mind to find those places
I'm falling, crumbling to the ground
Look at me now
If the pain isn't pain enough
If the dream doesn't feel your touch
If a lie is what fills your cup
Know that I'll never be enough
You know I got your letters
Every single one you sent me
The poem and the lipstick kisses too
Know that every single simple word you composed
Meant all the world to me
You've got to know
You know
I'm falling, crumbling to the ground
Look at me now
Tell me I'm wrong - my guardian
Tell me you're right - my guardian
You know I can't sleep
No I can't sleep tonight
Tell me I'm wrong - my guardian
Tell me you're right - my guardian
You know you don't have to leave
No not tonight