Sun Tides - Golden Lyrics

I've been looking for beautiful things
When all the beauty in the world is right in front of me

I'll take you outside
In the sunshine you look golden
Paint a breeze through the trees and smile
I'll hold you in my arms
And in a moment I am frozen
How I could ever let you go I don't know

Take a moment to collect myself
When I'm not with you man, I feel like hell
When is all this going to change
I hope my son never feels my pain

I will wait if I have to wait
If I have to wait to see you
I will wait if I have to wait
If I'm made to wait
But I can't wait to see you

What's it like to get so old
Man I wish I knew but I was never told
All I had was a father dying slow
And a mother who wanted to grow

How do you learn to care for yourself
Is it from your family or something else
I suppose you learn from your parents
Or grow on in spite of them