Sun Starer - Celestial Lyrics

I spent a long few months just waiting for a leaf to turn over
I spent a long few months just watching other people succeed
Is it so hard to be some who's always appealing?
Is it so hard to be someone who knows just what they need?
I agree with everything you say

I spent a long few months just waiting for the world to be over
I spent a long few months just hoping that my mind wouldn't break
Is it so hard to be someone who's wise and stable?
Is it so hard to be someone who's got some legs to shake?
I'll break everything in the way

I've spent the last few months just putting the pieces back together
I've spent the last few months just pushing past the replica's voice
It's not so hard to be someone who's washing themselves clean
It's not so hard to be someone who's reaching for calmer plains
Feel no pain