Sullen State - Songs and Novels Lyrics

Pick away at my morality and teach me all about philosophy
Cause i want out with all the reverie - it's too abstract for me
And maybe in with some light revelry
Cause i'm sick of going forward when i feel I'm going back
And i wanna just think normal, like how 'opposites attract'
And i'll find my own catharsis in songs and novels too
And i'll make my way around and start up something new
Why can't i just be smitten?
Too indecisive and now i'm missing out on everything
Joyfully reckless playful decay
I'm losing the words to say 'i can't do things the easy way'
And i'm not trying to be stoical - i want to be transparent
My honesty; in flames, is going up - i'm always nervous, and that's apparent
I'll keep my journal, and find some solace - it's the easiest place to be honest
It hurts you won't end up with me, but only semi regularly
I'm not trying to be stoical