Sullen State - Null Lyrics

Without you, i'd just be numb
So nervous - i'm void and null
I've become so nervous, was probably just too careless
Most people can't unearth this - but with you i know i'm fine
And i am pretty scared, it can't be seen on the surface
They might be unaware - it is coming out sometimes
It might not seem unheard of
You're always pretty versed on mental issues, nursed on the internet
I've tried, but i'm getting nowhere pretty fast
Without you i'd just be null, void, and lonely - a movie to not see - a book i'd say don't read
Like i'm lost at sea, wandering endlessly, nervously can't keep myself in one piece
Have you ever felt like if someone asked you where the last ten/fifteen days have gone
You wouldn't know where to begin looking?
Feel like i need to slow down
I feel trapped and avalanched
And I don't feel like I'm enough
And I know that upon request I could have the moon
And god knows it's the only reason I'm still going
Because I'm awkward
And I'm in the wrong place
But everywhere's the wrong place
I don't fit in. I don't make sense
I am a plot hole
You could read a better book. a normal book
Without you, I'd just be a movie to not see