Changes Video (MV)

I'm drowning in self-hate
I keep screaming that it's not too late
I'm trying my heart out
To give what's left of me
The outlines of my mind
Keep me stuck in place
Hard wired and designed
To forever stay the same

I can't keep up with this shit, every day is another stint
Black my eye and bust my lip, just drag me out of the gutter
Some things change way too fast, I'm trying to get my change to last
When you compare me to my past, you'll see that I'm the same

Motherf*cker

A new day another lost fight
What's happening to me
My failures, on repeat
Feel like I'll never change
How long must I fight
Before I start to see the light
Throwing my life away
Because I always stay the same

I can't keep up with this shit, every day is another stint
Black my eye and bust my lip, just drag me out of the gutter
Some things change way too fast, I'm trying to get my change to last
When you compare me to my past, you'll see that I'm the same

Motherf*cker

F*ck this shit, bitch

I can't keep up with this shit, every day is another stint
Black my eye and bust my lip, just drag me out of the gutter
Some things change way too fast, I'm trying to get my change to last
When you compare me to my past, you'll see that I'm the same

Motherf*cker

Bitch

I think I just shit my pants